I was 41, just had a baby delivered by the most amazing human being Lori Beth Geils. She walked confidently with me throughout my pregnancy and helped me bring my boy into the world. She had talked me into a water birth. It was incredible! Why didn't I do this with the other 4? The days to follow after my boys birth were off, I was off. Overwhelmed, anxious and not sleeping. Little did I know my boy was not getting any breast milk because my body was stuck?? My mind was stuck.. But Lori Beth was there, the first night and was always there. She came over, she took me to the hospital, she took care of my baby. Her mother Carol became my angel in the months to follow. Lori Beth had hand picked her just for me and my family. Despite all that was being poured into me, I crashed. I was 125 pounds, not eating, not sleeping, in a constant state of panic/fear. I was losing hope. Less than 6 months after my baby boy was born I took matters into my hands and took 20-25 tabs of a sleeping medication. I knew what I did and told my husband. He was mad. How could I ? The next thing I remember was asking the paramedic if I was going to die. I woke up the next day in a detox unit. I had landed in the pit, but little did I know it was the way out that was going to test me. The love that Lori Beth and Carol poured into me and my family was the love of God. I have no doubt God knew what He was. Doing when he sent them in my life. My life is forever changed. I am forever blessed. I can see the light now because God showed me through this incredible journey with a midwife and her mom.
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